I’ve been more pessimistic and angry lately, and I guess that’s my fault for letting myself get this way. But damn, I want to blame you sooo bad. I really do. You guys suck.
Blogging about it won’t do anything either. Maybe with time they’ll go away, but for now, my mind’s just flogged with bitchy thoughts. I know, I know, “Jasmine, this isn’t like you.” Well crap happens, and I either don’t give any at all or give too much of it.
So I Asked My Dad If I Could Go To Church With Him...
I asked out of built up motivation. However, due to time constrictions, going with him was better kept for another time. -sigh- I won’t lie and say this doesn’t hurt, because it does. Not the not being able to go to church but being able to see my dad and Carlitos. I miss that little booger. Well, next time. Maybe this time will be different. Maybe I wont’t have to wait like my mom waits for child support and my dad’s income tax. We’ll just have to see. The really sucky part is that I had to ask…
IT’S. TOTALLY. NOT. FAIR!! He doesn’t deserve any of this kind of punishment! No one does. It’s not cool seeing someone be so frustrated. And just watching not being able to do anything. WHY!?! These are the times I wish I had superhuman powers to go against the impossible and make someone’s life a heck of a lot better. Not fair :/
Ok. Jasmine. That is a nice name you know. Jasmine Flores. You're name is in abundance with flora.
Aaah if only this site weren't so public. I could actually talk to you without it being obvious who I am.
Alas, I will have to settle.
So! What about Bright Eyes is so appealing to you? Is it the lyrics? The rhythm the beat the voice or just everything?
Thank you. I’m flower flowers :B Haha, the last message was intentional, and I actually had more to say…but I forgot.
Bright Eyes. Okay, first of all, Conor’s voice is sooooo raw. I love that about the way he sings. SO RAW. I could feels his voice trembling, and he sounds so passionate! The lyrics are to die for! Like half the time I would have to hear the song over and over again to understand what he’s even talking about. But he’s a poetic genius! And Bright Eyes song express tragedies so well! Like… ahh! I don’t know. They hit home with their songs. And CONOR IS SO AWESOME!! (fangirl >.>) The music, though, like when it comes to the actual song and not the lyrics, I guess it takes a certain ear to like them. I love them and I can’t really point out why. To others, I think Bright Eyes comes off as boring or something. But I like the different styles of music they have tried out. And they’re last album was more poppy, but catchy. So Idk, Bright Eyes just falls well with me.
YOU SAID, “alas”! Not that many people use that form of tongue. Hmmm, I’m on to you!
AHAHAH! I would comment on how silly your answer was but if I made that comment it would give me away!
No no no I choose to be a mystery. So then, dear girl, what animals do you like best. Besides cows... that is...
Patricia uses tons of faces when she types. I purposely cut mine out to be more mysterious *wiggles eyebrows*
Figured it out now?
If you can't guess it this time I think I will ask you actual questions :D ones I have always held but never really asked. For I am too shy around you.
AHA! So you know Patricia…hmmm.. Yea, I came to the conclusion that you weren’t Patricia after, and I was like noooooo it’s not Patricia O: hmmmm… shy person I see at summer school…. Anthony? Well, he (you, if you ARE Anthony) isn’t really that shy.. or is he? Hmmmm… GAH! I don’t know! D: This is going to drive me craaazy!
Ok so we have to play a guessing game then! Alright, I will let you know who I am if you figure it out! XD I hope you won't be annoyed by this.
Let's start with some basics
I think you are really awesome.
I really wish we talked more.
I will see you when school starts again.
I wish we had more in common.
Who am I?
LOL, it’s hard to annoy me, unless, you’re constantly negative around me. And being serious about it O_O kadjfadks narrows it down by a lot, but still no clue D: